I dream of tornadoes.
Tornadoes outside of my house
Tornadoes outside of my bedroom.
I'm always running.
I dream of destroying everything.
prickles on my neck and in my chest.
Panic. Alarm.
It catches you.
It always catches you.
I dream I am the tornado.
The power scares me.
I don't know how to destroy everything.
It feels like burning a book you wrote,
or a masterpiece you painted.
You can't get it back.
It's absolute.
Ashes.
It will all be gone.
I will be gone.
I don't know how to die yet.
